not writing any problems in here anymore and im sorry i ever did

i seem to hurt people that i care about alot

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hey guys i wanted to let u all no I WAS NOT MAD AT MARK IN ANY WAY SHAPE OR FORM AND I WAS NEVER PLANNING ON BEING MAD AT HIM the reason why i wrote the closeness i meant he was like pushing away after like a week or so ago juat like all of a sudden he gets in these moods well i dont no if they are moods sorry if im making u mad mark but im not mad at u and never was mad at u i was worried about what was going on cause after the other week u have been pushing away and i guess i it just u were getting back into being with buds for when school started back up and just was really busy with work cause i no u worked alot the last few days and i no u had alot of stuff to do the other night homework and im sorry i didnt call u to make sure u were ok cause at that moment i was like omg i wasnt even mad and i wasnt listening to the *** that said something bad about u i listened to all the good ones and if i didnt like u and werent willing to trust u why would i have agreed to meet u after all those bad things people said about u but did i listen no and when steve told me something i came to u to see if it was true and when kayce said something i came to u to see what happened (sorry should not bring all these up) anyway u told me if i was having a problem to talk to u about and i tried to but you pulled away....mark i still ike u alot and i dont want this to hurt the relationship it is problem nothing cause u did that one other time and it was just becasue u were busy and that is prolly it now and prolly seeing all your buds again too that is prolly it and im sorry i blew up on here about it....jeff and i talked and we decided that we all are getting together this weekend that is if u are not working and have time to hang out with us just kidding sorry bad joke for right now isnt it

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Currently Watching Full House - The Complete Second Season see related

so i think mark is mad at me or did something that he is scared to tell me about he seems more destint if anyone has any ideas help me out

what do i do

ill give u more detail if u want to no

we moved to *** base but he has yet to show me closeness ever sense ** *** ***** ** ** ** (u can find out what the stars me later) he has been more destint and i dont no what the problem is help me

we have made it to 5 months without any problems what is going wrong

**** told me he thought mark was a loser

**** said he was a good kid

**** is his friend

***** is he best friend and is cool with him

***** doesnt like him and is looking out for me and doesnt want me to get hurt

****** use to be friends with him and still kinda is but is more of *****'s friend now and is moving away from being friends with mark

****** came to lauren the other day and is like krista does no that mark flirts and everything right and i new that from the ever begining and i dont no if she is hinting at something for her to come this late in the relationship to tell me something like that

***** likes him and thinks he is chuncky

i am disclosing all the names b/c i dont want anyone to flip out that they are on there

im sorry if anything is wrong just tell me so i can fix it mark i dont want to wonder everyday if ur mad or if ur not going to talk to me

bye leave a comment if u want to

Currently Watching Full House - The Complete First Season see related

o another thing i have to say to some one is YOU NEED TO KEEP UR BIG MOUTH SHUT U DONT SAY SOMETHING TO GET THIS PERSON TO LOOK AT U AND ASK WHAT IS IT ABOUT AND U NO UR NOT SUPPOSE TO SAY ANYTHING ABOUT THAT STUFF I TELL U TO THAT PERSON

YEAH I WAS MAD LAST NIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

MARK WAS UPSET THAT I WAS MAD AND I TOLD HIM THERE WAS NOTHING WRONG CASE I DIDNT WANT THE NIGHT TO GET WORST

SALINAS HOUSE TOMORROW ME AND ANGIE TALKING AGAIN YEAH!!!! IM SOOOO EXCITED AND IM NOT TALKING TO ANYONE ELSE ABOUT THIS SUBJECT BUT HER AND MARK CAUSE HE CARES AND SHE CARES

I <3 U ANGIE AND MARK